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12/14/2024
guyssss im graduating. one of my finals was to make this bag.JPG)
i used like idk random scraps of fabric from pants and shit. theres a pocket for everything i carry around like my phone and music device my DS and tiny little pockets for games. ummm what else. oh my wallet and a little carribeaner for my keys. and then a big spot for like a sketchbook or something. so i dont lose shit and i have a place for all the silly things i have. the idea was also to kinda keep myself carrying around just what i need cuz i tend to lug around too much stuff and it's too cluttered u know. anyway. the strap is this like chain belt thing i found at goodwill. there was a little gem thing on the end and i made a phone charm out of it and some sunstone beads from a bracelet i broke . u can see it hanging out of the pocket which i think is fun cuz it kinda decorates the bag. also here is lola being emo wearing my bag with the matching pants she made (we basically just shared fabric and made our own shit) 
LINK TO HER NEO CITY
anyway yeah that was my sustainable fashion final. the chain fucking broke off and idk how to fix it tho.
i also had to make a 20 page comic for my comics writing class which was so fucking hard it took forever.
it is about a claw machine champion who finds out all the plushies in the claw machines were alive once but they were killed to become prizes. it is blatant vegan propaganda :3 did i tell u that my teacher was Brian Bendis wrider of spider man? He said we weren't allowed to talk about it until after the term so here i am talking about it after the term.
UPDATE I JUST GRADUATED
as of like a few minutes ago i finished the last test i had to take. and i am done for ever. i got a good old trusty B minus. those are all my finals i am done with school forever which is like sad but idk my first year of school was 2017 so im so fucking done. idk. the work force tho. anyway i will celebrate soon i am going to make my bf watch star wars with me (he hasnt seen it silly goose) and get boxcar pizza (which is the best vegan pizza in portland btw if u even care).anyway if u know anyone who is hiring someone with a B.S. in Arts and Letters and a minor in Graphic Design and another minor in Art Practice hit me up at sophixvx@gmail.com send those mfs my way. I meant to start on my professional website thing or whatever so that i can get a Job but I haven't done that. Let me breathe for a second then I'll work on it. okay I'm going to the gym now I missed so many workouts for my finals and i feel like poop smeared on the wall bye now
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12/11/2024
the first time mopping at a new job is so funny cuz sometimes i try really hard to get everything perfectly clean and then the boss is like u dont have to try that hard just do it fast. and sometimes when i do it fast theyre like wtf you have to clean every single little thing. i never know what their attitude is gonna be. and like, figuring out what parts of the floor are dirty vs what are just spots that are going to be there forever. i feel like it takes me hella long to remember which spots are never gonna get clean no matter how hard i scrub. anyway i just think that shit's so funny. i fucking hate mopping.
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11/24/2024 I made this charm for my phone
I have been very into crafts lately here is my soup charm. I am currently at the public library there is a kid playing fortnite on the computer and next to him is an old man on craigslist and next to him is a guy watching ice spice twerking videos. I really wanna rent CDs here and like upload them on my computer so i can have them on my mp3 player. the public library is kind of goated. i should be doing my homework though. idk ive been hella procrastinating like i have so much to do but i'll do anything but what i have to do. like i learned how to make soy milk and it took forever or like idk i added a bunch of photos to my photo gallery cuz i just got way into my neo city. i have too many hobbies to survive in this world. my psychiatrist got me on vyvanse now tho and it kind of rules. i'm also stressed cuz i am almost graduating and i have to figure shit out for after that like a job that has to do with what i want to do? but like im afraid that being creative as a job will make me hate art or whatever. so like what if i keep my job and hobbies separate? also i have to deal with health insurance cuz im turning 26 in january and im finding out how fricking confusing that is. oh shit the old man on craigslist has a flip phone hell yeah. i have also been really wanting to make music again. i keep having dreams that im in a band and i miss it so much. im just so busy as it is but idk im hoping stuff will work out.
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10/30/2024 i ummm first update in awhile
i'm in my last quarter ever at school ummm im in grindset mode. i got another job as a server at an indonesian restaurant i hope the tips r good. im working on uploading a comic on here that i did for my class :3 i got a new phone the tiq m5 mini it's a candy bar phone and i rly like it. here is a picture of it that i found on google images.
idk i wish they had slidey phones these days like the sidekick u feel me? my favorite phone ive ever had was the lg neon i'd fw something like that. but this is a fun one anyway. i had to get an android one cuz i need signal for my petitioning job also i have been hearing that kaios is going to be obsolete? who knows whatever. ummm what else. ive been lifing hella. this was kind of a boring update but my life will be more fun after i graduate and i get to do stuff that isn't school/work/gym. goodbye till next time, make sure u look at my comic!!!
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09/08/2024 my besty miranda invited me and paco (bf) to her aunt's block party
i mostly wanted to share the pics cuz they're funny. they're in her aunt's basement. i love my tauruses sm. there were a lot of gen x people in funny sandals that look like they're from sole desire iykyk.
but yeah this jesus-fish thrasher hat was funny. miranda used to live in this basement and said the burgeousie pic on the wall scared her.
and that^ is my bf paco standing ominously.
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08/23/2024 i canceled my mf spotify
so ive been using spotify for the past few years and since i got rid of my smartphone ive been using this device thing called the luoram m4b i got for like 40 bucks off amazon and it basically is this little thing run on an old version of android that only has music streaming and files that you download. so to listen to music i would download from spotify and just listen from there. but spotify logged me out and it undownloaded all my shit and i was soooo mad. and i was like okay that's it ive been pissed off at spotify anyway it's time to be done with it. it's like what $13 a month and the artists get barely anything, i figured even if i pitch in a couple bucks on bandcamp or buy a cd or something i'd still be supporting them. so i canceled my membership and started putting the cds i have onto my computer and putting them onto my device. and getting mp3s/flacs of songs/albums i really like. it's kind of cool like being able to listen to any song you want at any time is crazy and awesome what a time to be alive. but idk i like having my own files and like a specific device for just listening to music. it makes it more of a hobby than like. idk. whatever i just like it, it's fun. and even if it's a little more expensive whatever music is important to me and i really like having my music as files or a physical cd or something it's real sentimental. I watched this video by this YouTuber Marcika and they kinda inspired this whole thing. i'd watch it if u can. i really wanna get that mp3 player they have, the hifi walker. i gotta get a new phone tho first which is gonna be pricey, but that'll probably be my next purchase. anyway i'm really excited to listen to music in a new way and i feel like it's bringing me a little closer to 2007 ✧♡(◕‿◕✿)
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